Earth-Shattering Moments

The rain came down, the streams rose, and the winds blew and beat against that house, and it fell with a great crash.”… (Matt 7:27).

Life is full of earth-shattering moments, isn’t it? Moments and seasons of deep humbling and catastrophic change. A parent who loses a child. A spouse whose addictions ruin one relationship after another. A job change. A marriage lost. A teen who becomes pregnant. 

With every life-altering moment comes an opportunity for growth and change. Without that opportunity, we’d be left to wallow in our shattered moments, but thankfully, even in the darkest of seasons, there is always hope. 


What I have learned in these moments is that where I find myself is really not the issue. Sometimes life throws us in unexpected places. It’s who I find myself with that matters. If I am standing with God on the foundation of Christ, who is my life, then no matter where life takes me, I can stand tall with hope. Knowing that God will be writing something beautiful with my story as I place my hope in Him. 

So, if your life keeps becoming shattered and you feel less and less whole and more and more broken you may not be allowing God to build your life on HIs firm foundation. Truly, He is a mighty healer. As we place our faith in Him, He grows us into something brand new, so that the world might see Christ being build up in us. 

Lord, thank you for your loving grace. Truly, it is more than enough. It changes us. Be our sustaining grace now as we live our lives fully and completely surrendered to you, in Jesus name, Amen.

Waiting With God

Get rid of all bitterness, rage and anger, brawling and slander, along with every form of malice… (Eph 4:31). 

Have you ever wondered why God keeps walking you down a similar road? I have and for that reason, I’m paying closer attention.

I think what I’m learning is that God walks us down these similar paths because, quite frankly, we asked for it. I don’t mean that dismissively. After all, as Christians, haven’t we asked Him to make us more like His Son? Is it possible that the only way for us to be like Him is to walk down similar paths so that we might finally pass the test?

As I’m reflecting more and more on this journey that I’m walking I see just how much I messed up the true meaning of the previous ones. Of how I missed out on certain areas of my life that needed to grow because, quite honestly, I got bitter and angry. However, this time, in the midst of the raging seas I saw the Lord reveal this truth to me and I made a different choice. Now that I’ve done that, it feels like something in my Spirit has been set free and I’m not just talking something small. I feel a radical shift inside my heart and my mind.


It’s as if the Lord took years of bent up brokenness and pride and broke it. Now, this time, I’m not getting mad at the circumstances around me, but I’m choosing instead to praise the one who brings the rain. Beloved, I’m telling. you, if you want to grow, walk with God through the valley and make a different choice. Choose to bless and praise God in all things and watch Him set you free from areas in your life that you’d been held captive by for years.

One thing that I’m reminding myself is that I’m not just waiting on God to show up in my life, no, I’m waiting with God. There’s a huge difference. We might envision ourselves just sitting here, waiting for God to bring us the blessing, but I think what God is showing me is that what we should actually be doing is waiting with Him and when He’s ready, we’ll walk together into the next blessing. Until that time, we must wait patiently with Him in the midst of whatever life might bring our way. Truly, as we do we find that in all things, He is our greatest blessing, to begin with.

Lord, thank you for changing me. Thank you for growing seasons. You are so good and I trust you, in Jesus name, Amen.


In Seasons Of Waiting

He sent out his word and healed them… (Ps 107:20).

Has God ever put you in a season of waiting? I’ve not been very good, in the past at waiting. I’m a get it done kind of person. If I’m not producing I feel as though I lack purpose and worth. In the midst of present circumstances, this feels all the more real to me.
I think God puts us in seasons of waiting to teach us something new about Himself. It’s part of the next steps in our lives as He prepares us for the journey ahead. He did it with David, Joseph, Ruth, and even His own Son, so why would he not now do it with us also?
I am learning, in seasons of waiting the purpose of them is or own our personal refinement and healing. It’s a bit presumptuous to think that we don’t need seasons like this. Seasons of waiting and healing. Seasons where we get sidelined for a bit so that God can make something new out of something old inside of us.
What the human heart needs in seasons of waiting is to hear from God. Truly, His word heals the hurting soul. It can encourage and inspire, convict, and bring great joy to us, even in seasons of waiting. So if you find yourself in a season of waiting don’t run from it or feel ashamed by it. Embrace it as a gift from your Heavenly Father who is making you new.
Lord, thank you for these seasons of waiting. Thank you for being my teacher. For growing and changing me to be more like you. I long to be more like you, I pray, in Jesus name, Amen.

His Fullness….in You

Christ in you, the hope of glory….(Col 1:27).

You and I have something that is beyond any treasure we could ever hold within our hands that lives inside of us if we know the Lord Jesus Christ as master and savior. Truly, it is the fullness of God that dwells inside of us through the resurrection. It is the Holy Spirit of God. His love, grace, goodness, and power.
Some days I forget just how powerful that fullness is inside of me. Truly, it is the same power that raised Jesus from the dead that lives inside of me. It is the working of God’s grace through the resurrected Christ that empowers me to live differently.
I don’t want others to get little scraps of God’s grace because I’m feeding the wrong things inside of me. I want them to receive all the fullness of the love of God that lives inside of me. When I own and recognize His goodness I can live through that power and others can taste and see that the Lord is good.
If there is one truth that I must live in today it’s that I am not just a new creation, but I am full of God’s power. This offers me the same power that Jesus had to forgive others. The same power Joshua had as he marched courageously around Jericho and the same power Mary had as she steps forward in faith and into God’s destiny for her life.
Friends don’t live in defeat. You don’t serve a God who is defeated and if He lives inside of you than you serve a good of victory and that is what He offers you through His love that lives inside of you today.
Lord, I have the risen Christ inside of me. This is such a gift. Thank you for filling me with your Holy Spirit. I want to live in that love today so that the world might taste and see your goodness, grace, love, and courage in me, in Jesus name, Amen.

Don’t Run From Your Grief

Though he brings grief, he will show compassion,

so great is his unfailing love….(La 3:32).

It is good and necessary to allow yourself to feel and grieve the depth of your sadness. Stuffing it down only keeps it from properly working its way up and through your heart into the healing embrace of God.
God always meets with us in the depth of our tears and grief. He is never far from us in those moments when we allow ourselves to feel the pain of what we have lost. In fact, He is ever near in those moments. Just as Jesus wept with Mary and Martha over the death of their brother Lazarus I believe that He too weeps with us in the midst of our losses.
Don’t allow the enemy to speak words of defeat and shame into your life. Don’t let him tell you that your grieving makes you weak or that God is disappointed in you because you’re dealing with sadness or maybe even some anger over your situation. Allow yourself to walk with God in the process of your grieving so that you might find His hand holding you up as you walk with Him through the valley and onto the next chapter in your story.
There are some chapters I’d never want to relive. They are painful chapters, full of loss, grief, and sadness, but there are also other chapters full of life and peace. Even in those dark chapters there were good parts of my story being written. Those are the moments I’m pressing into as I recall the goodness of God in my life in seasons of loss.
Grief has a funny way of joining us throughout the day. Something is triggered and we can either bury our grief and not allow ourselves to feel the pain and weight of it or we can bring it up to the surface and allow God and others to help us carry the weight of it. Because, if you’re been like me, you’ve fought back tears that just kept flowing because you were embarrassed over your grief.
Allow yourself space and time to not be OK. It does not mean that you’re weak or less of a Christian. It just means that you’re human. A human being who is on their way to the city of hope, where the resurrected Christ awaits HIs children. Until that day we will suffer much trouble, but in our grieving He is good and in our dryness He brings steams of living water for the soul that continues to thirst for Him.
Lord, you are so good. You have never left me or disappointed me. You always make streams in the wilderness and provide in the valleys. My heart says, “I trust in you!” In Jesus name, Amen.

Your Provider….is Your Provision

“Ask and it will be given to you; seek and you will find; knock and the door will be opened to you…. (Matt 7:7).

Dear friend, God is your provider, but He’s also your provision. He’s EVERYTHING you need at the dawn of each new day.
Keep knocking each morning, God stands behind the door, waiting to bless you with more of Himself. Sometimes I forget that its God that I’m seeking. Not the job promotion, health, financial provision, or whatever else it is that I might need at that moment.
Maybe, to me, God sometimes seems a bit insufficient because He’s not answering my prayers and giving me the things I’ve asked Him for in the timing I’d like. I can very easily become impatient with God and skip out on seeking Him because, at least for that day, His presence to me just isn’t enough.
Ouch, that’s hard to admit, but I’ve been there so many times, wanting something from God instead of just simply wanting more of God.
I keep thinking about how when I became a parent I started to lean into my motherly instincts. You see, as I’ve gotten to know my daughter, I can pick up on little things that tell me what she needs or if something seems off I lean into those instincts as I seek the Lord to better help care for, love, and protect her.
So, if I’m asking my daughter to trust in my motherly instincts, knowing what’s best for her, why don’t I trust my Heavenly Father’s instincts for me? Why don’t I easily trust that He knows what He’s doing or that He knows my needs before I ask them? I think it’s because I’ve allowed fear, time, and time again to tell me a story about God that just isn’t true.
So, dear friend, keep knocking each day. God longs to welcome you into His arms of love and it’s there in His arms that we find the provision that we need for that day as we are simply held by Him.
Father, I do want more of you. I know I have things that I need, but you already know that. I want to trust in your instincts for me. I want to believe with all of me that you know what you’re doing. Truly, you are a good and gracious God who works all things together for our good, in Jesus name, Amen.

They Who Run….Will Not Grow Weary

they shall run and not be weary,…(Is 40:31).

Do you ever feel like you’re limping through life? It just seems like one blow after the other hits and here you are again thrust into the valley, sitting still as you allow one more wound to heal.
It is good to sit still with God in the valley. It’s far better to heal there so that you don’t bring your wounds out into the world. When we do that we hurt people. We throw them into valley’s dug by our own hands. Casting them into the places of our own vehement judgment.
I’d rather be stuck in the valley than run on the mountaintop if that means I’m just going to run over people along the way.
God has a destiny for us, it is Heaven. The place where we shall dance and run with Him on streets of gold. You see, He’s preparing us for that place. Therefore, there are times and seasons in life when we must learn how to heal. Then, we shall receive renewed strength for the journey ahead on the road that we are walking towards Heaven.
When we are walking in our healing and not our pain, we take people with us towards that beautiful city prepared for us by God. Instead of thrusting people into valleys made and dug by our anger, we are running with them towards that celestial city full of hope, life, and peace.
Lord, let my life be one of praise. I long to take others with me towards your salvation, hope, and healing. Restore unto me the joy of your salvation today, I pray, in Jesus name, Amen.